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Huge binge because of fear of my future job. Anyone experiencing the same after high school or university?

2020.08.27 17:53 Happy4feet Huge binge because of fear of my future job. Anyone experiencing the same after high school or university?

Do yoy feel like you have important things in your life (a family, a partner, some friends, financial stability) but still you feel uncomfortable or unsatisfied?
I started binging after my university degree, more than 1 year ago. I loved studying, I was an excellent student and I felt very confident. I was positve about my future. Now, after 10 months of a job I hated (the only one I could find) I feel destroyed. It was a terrible experience, bad colleagues, unpaid extra work and lots of stress. I found a new job, I'm about to start in 1 week but I'm SCARED AS HELL. Scared to have another bad experience and feel useless, unsatisfied, with no gratification in my heart and from the bosses as in my previous experience.
Did any of you experience the same after university? I feel like I can't adapt to this change. It seems hige to me. Less free time, more rules, bosses etc. I'm not a lazy person, not at all, but I lose all my motivation if I don't like what I'm doing. Am I just wrong? Is it wrong to search for a job I love?
I'm so scared this fears and the binge won't go away until I find something I'm passionate about... Is it possible that my own balance is so fucked up for the job reason, even if the rest of my life is ok?
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2020.08.22 23:37 lizirinz F(21) had sex for the first time and it was disappointing af

First of, I just want to find someone who share the experience and help me feel seen and less confused. I identify as sex positve ace biromantic, and I had quite a high sex drive. That's why when a cute guy show sexual interest in me, I agree to have sex with him, even though i only see him as a friend and the sexual attraction is not mutual. I thought that even if I don't have sexual interest in him, I can still enjoy the sexual pleasure of it and sate my libido. To make thing even more confusing, my body is very excited at the promise of sex and enjoy the attention it was given by someone else. The feeling of being wanted sexually turn me on, I masturbate and fantasize a lot about being held down and fucked. We did have sex, twice, once vanilla type and once very kinky, and it turn out that my fantasy is only sexy inside my head, the moment I act it out with somebody else, I immediately lost all feeling. I was not turn on even a little bit, everything feel very out of place and detach even tho my partner is a great lover. He touch, do amazing forellay, very caring and attentive ,shower me with compliment, adore me and do every I say, very determined to please me, not to mention he's very lovely to the eyes. He even eat me out like it's the best fucking thing he's ever done. I tried to keep up with him, I'm very comfortable around him, not nervous at all, we tried everything, and I wasn't even a bit turn on both time. I was very disappointed, I was very excited at the thought of sex, I even had my greatest fantasy played out by him, I was horny at the thought of having sex all the time and yet my traitorous body decided that suddenly it lost interest the moment we actually doing it. I just rlly hate it when my body gives me confusing signal. Like it likes it when a guy look at me sexually, suggested naughty things, maybe touch me once or twice, and i dream of being dominated by anyone. But when I actually had sex a great partner who is perfect in everyway, all sex drive disappear like it's never there. All the aces I know doesn't have the amount of sex drive like I do, some even disgust the idea of being with someone that way. I feel like a freak for liking sex so much, still enjoy the sexual attention and somebody talking with me in a sexual way, but frustratingly can never be satisfied sharing my sexuality with someone else.
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2020.08.17 20:52 moonlightttt Changing States by Changing Self-Concept

This is post focused on changing states through change in self-concept.
Self-concept: the umbrella concept about you. It is how «you» see yourself. Positive changes to your self-concept creates (1) success in getting your SP, (2) how fast you will succeed, and (3) the type of desires you will have.
How does addressing your self-concept create success**?** Self-concept is how «you» see yourself. When your entire self and what you define yourself as (i.e. self-concept) is secure in the knowledge that you are loved and worthy of being loved... love greets you at home, in the workplace, and from friends.
How does self-concept speed up manifestation? When you address how «you» see yourself, your desired outcome comes to you faster. This is because if you don't feel worthy of being loved, and your desire is to manifest love, those two beliefs create friction. This is what it means to have resistance within you.
How «you» see yourself is a stronger belief which has more widespread impact in your life because it is a belief about you. A desire that you have for yourself is not as impactful, in comparison, and so no matter how much you try to manifest a desire to be loved, your belief that you are unworthy of love (or other variations of rejecting oneself) will always keep the door closed to your desire from coming.
How does self-concept affect how you respond to your desires? How «you» see yourself affects the the kinds of desires you have. Different states embody different types of desires.
For example, let's take the desire of missing one's ex.
Someone with a low self-concept (i.e. low self-confidence, low self-worth, etc) might reach out to their ex despite being disrespected in the past (=desperation, low sense of worth etc). Or, if their ex reaches out to them clearly just to hookup, they'll comply despite wanting an actual relationship (=low sense of worthy, confidence etc).
Someone with a strong and positive self-concept simply won't miss their ex. And if they did, they will recognize a difference in their recent thoughts and feelings from their recently normal state (overall positve self-concept). They will notice that they might not be focusing on themselves and their own happiness to be missing someone who disrespected them. Ultimately, their ex, someone who disrespected them constantly, will no longer be an exciting potential partner in their eyes. This is the REACTION or course of action that someone with a positive self-concept will entertain. The attraction will be gone due to a gain in self-confidence, sense of self-worth, and love for oneself.
I have carefully selected my examples to display that even somone with a good self-concept can miss an ex. And then I have displayed WHAT IT WOULD SIGNIFY to the person with a positive self-concept to suddenly miss an ex. Their feelings will tell them that maybe they have been neglecting themselves when it comes to feeling LOVED, CHERISHED, ADORED, and BLESSED to then start missing a disrespectful ex.
These examples and what someone with a positive vs negative self-concept would do are RELATIVE to the level you have built your self-concept. Ideally, someone with a positive self-concept won't even miss an ex to begin with, their sense of self will not match missing certain people from their past.
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2020.07.03 13:18 AndThenIWasBear IDEX Earnings Forecast and Chat

Looking at Ideonomics Press Releases to date as a sanity check during the long weekend, I'm expecting a beefy earnings release and thought I'd consolidate some information, earnings release for Q2 scheduled August 10th.
I'd factor in that these are only the sales they have released PR around, and that the growth potential around the EV industry is where things get interesting and bullish.
What IDEX earns on their bulk vehicle sales;
Heavy Trucks: 6-8%
Buses - 6-15%
Taxis - 2-4%
Delivery Vehicles - 2-5%
They also have some profit from "Electricity sales" which will be better judged after the earnings report.
Now onto the finincials;

If we take an average of say, 3-5% profit from the PR figures, they are making AT LEAST 1.13-1.88 million USD for this quarter, potentially more than tripling last quarter figures.
** Revenue for 2020 Q1, the three months ended March 31, 2020 was $0.4 million USD.

** That would potentially take this quarters profit to 2.13-2.88 million USD! That's a substantial increase from last quarters 0.4.


OF COURSE, the key risk here is their less than stellar PR; I would love to see a release about them firing/hiring new team members to facilitate better releases. But ultimately, given the number of positive releases in June I can see this continue throughout July acting as a great catalyst.
Another risk; those twats on Twitter begging the CEO to release news. The cringe hurts my heart and soul.

Overview of the PR materials.
June 30: Ideanomics' MEG Provides Update on 500 Unit Order for AOXIN Logistical Vehicles

June 29: Ideanomics' MEG Announces Delivery Completion of Multiple EV Sales Orders

June 26: Ideanomics MEG has a 1 Million square foot hub in Qingdao, Shandong

June 25: Ideanomics MEG Announces the Official Launch of Its Energy Services Unit Through Deal with New Infrastructure Service Provider Giant, Zhongsen Tower
- Under the term the deal, MEG will own 30% of the venture which will establish Zhongsen Tower in Qingdao, making MEG its largest co-shareholder
- Entry into the 5G base station and energy infrastructure markets will generate reoccurring energy sales for MEG

June 22: Ideanomics MEG Announces 200 EV Order from Neijiang City, Sichuan Province

June 19: Ideanomics Qingdao EV Hub Announces Order from Tianjin Zhongcheng

June 17: Ideanomics MEG Announces a 400 Unit EV Order from Jiudao Group

June 16: Ideanomics MEG Announces a 300 Unit EV Order from Didi City CP

June 11: Ideanomics MEG and Beijing Silk Road Rainbow Group Develop New Energy Bus Plan and Select Manufacturers to Fulfill China Orders

June 10: Ideanomics MEG Finalizing Multiple EV Taxi Orders

June 9: Over 2,100 Vehicles Sold at Ideanomics' MEG Center in May

May 18: Ideanomics' MEG Secures First Order for Qingdao EV Hub
May 7: Ideanomics' MEG Signs Agreement with Beijing Xenning Green for EV Procurement and Financing
The value of replacing the BXGI fleet will reach the equivalent of several billion dollars in local currency over the five-year period. To finance this purchase, BXGI has secured between RMB 800 million and 1 billion (USD 113 million and 140 million). Working with its consortium of financial partners, MEG will assist BXGI with securing the balance of the financing. The fund is expected to close in the third quarter and proceeds will be used to purchase electric buses, MEG will also secure financing partners to underwrite the lease financing and any back-end ABS refinancing programs, in addition to vehicle procurement services. This agreement involves various divisions within MEG's comprehensive EV solutions and leverages all of its S2F2C model – vehicle procurement, financial services, and energy sales. MEG will receive group buying fees on vehicle procurement and origination fees related to the placement of lease financing, in addition to a portion of energy sales from BXGI's electric fleet.
"This is a great development. If the company collects 6% fees on $150M in loan originations and 6% fees on purchases of $290M over 5 years, that amounts to $5.25M a year starting in 2021. Any charging fees would add to this amount over time."
April 1: Ideanomics' MEG Announces Operations Back to Normal; Announces Three Deals in 48 hours

** Anyone mentioning the "lawsuits". All I can say is lol. Google the actual firms or call them up. Ambulance chasers with no substance or backbone.
** Jesus I thought everyone was joking with wrestling references. How the fuck is THE Shane McMahon on the Board of Directors. Dunno about his actual input to the business, but that's cool to know.
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2020.06.09 02:43 sbako1 Buying an IP or PPOR

Hey guys,
I'm sure you have seen similar posts before but I am struggling to find information/ advice in this situation.
The property I am looking at as IP: Property is actually already under offer but you get the gist of what i am looking at.
https://www.realestate.com.au/property-unit-qld-labrador-133547222
2 bed apartment in QLD $250,000. Loan $200,000. Currently rented out for $370pw.
potential growth in value - 1.3% per year since QLD.
Vacancy rate - see below 1.1 as to why this will be close to zero.
I have done calculations including council rates, water, strata etc and it will still be positvely geared (worst case if interest rates go up 5%+ we will break even or be little on the negative).
Now, me and my partner are also thinking of buying a PPOR in maybe Sydney? in 5-7yrs. probs be 700k-800k I assume.
I recall Scott Pape mentions to never buy a IP first, always buy a PPOR. But his comparison was due to the IP being over $500k and also being negatively geared.
Details
1.1 The IP will be rented out to my mum. I have heard mixed stories about renting out to parents, could go good or bad. I am most confident that things won’t turn sour with my mum. She will be treated as any tenant. She is happy with me increasing rent every year depending on market growth etc.
1.2 We are not confident on buying a PPOR right now since we do not know where we will be living in 5-7yrs time. Could be Sydney but not confident.
1.3 I have looked into putting more money in ETFs until we figure out where we will live, but I was leaning more towards buying an IP and getting the rental earnings to pay off the loan. Also feels nice knowing that we will have a property back in our home city.
Questions
2.1 yes I understand that if I buy the IP first we wont be eligible for the first home buyer schemes for our PPOR. But is this the only negative? (we will NEVER buy a brand new PPOR so we only miss out on the stamp duty exempt).
2.2 is there such thing as good debt and bad debt when a person trys to get a loan from the bank? The IP to me would be a good debt, meaning it pays itself off. Does the bank care or do they just look at it as liability if we were to apply for another loan?
2.3 We were also thinking of making extra contributions towards the IP to pay it off quicker ($400 per month).
2.4 is this plan stupid? Is there a smarter way to invest our money elsewhere?
We would greatly appreciate some guidance and thoughts from the community to see if this is a good direction to take or not.
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2020.05.28 20:47 DestroyedPotato Should I go for a second opinion/ test with another doc?

I'll be honest, I never thought I would get HSV, been with the same partner for years. When I first had a test 2 years ago it was negative for everything.
I scored a 1.49 on the IGG test for blood. Even though on the other form it says negative for both HSV 1-2 .
I've been reading on the internet that sometimes you can get a false positve.
My doc also didn't go over any treatment options and told me it was an "old infection", no symptoms that I can remember. Kinda just hung up the phone after telling me I have it.
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2020.04.29 07:38 jeeberscheepers i was diagnosed with herpes today and im so lost and terrified

i honestly dont know what to do. i made a throwaway to post here because my main account is basically all of my social media names and i dont want to link that. ive also never made a post like this before so please be nice if there are formatting or grammar errors or if my writing isn't great. i just need more opinions on my situation.
i had sex with my boyfriend 4 days (friday) ago. we havent seen each other in a month due to the worlds circumstances going on rn. we had 3 rounds back to back and on the 3rd round i noticed that my vagina was burning. we ended the session and called it for the night. the next day (saturday) i was sore but i figured it was just from the sex. around 3am (so sat. going into sunday) i got up to pee and holy hell it burned. at first i thought i had a uti, but i was able to pee just fine minus the burning. when i got up in the morning (so sunday normal morning time) i noticed yellow discharge but figured it was regular discharge. i also noticed blood but i didn't think much of it because i had been spotting for a couple days prior to friday. sunday i was sore and god it hurt so much to pee. there was also a lot more discharge but it didnt smell at all. monday same thing basically. my vagina was in just overall discomfort. no extreme pain until i had to pee. i finally decided to try to see what was going on and took pictures and noticed a sore. i googled and had thought all it was was a friction burn. i slept with pantyliners and noticed more yellow discharge. tuesday (today) i finally made a phone appointment and explained my symptoms but that i noticed a sore. i was told to come into urgent care. i went in thinking it would just be a friction burn. i came out of it with herpes. im so confused. ive been with my boyfriend for a year and almost 8 months. we havent been with anyone else. i'm his first, but hes not my first and (regretfully) i've had my fair share before being with him. but also prior to dating him i had not had any sex with anyone in around 1-1 1/2 years. we're very stable and theres not chance that he could have been cheating. i dont understand.
we're unable to test what type of herpes i have currently because all the testing swabs are going to a more important test right now. i dont mind. the dr mentioned drawing blood but that it wasnt the more accurate way of testing. im 80% positve its type 2. i have so many thoughts and questions. ill try to write out what i'm looking for as clear as i can. im pretty lost and confused and the urgent care dr didn't really make it clear and everything seemed like it happened so fast.
i understand that this is a long and very messy post. and that i need to speak with a doctor. i'm sorry. but any advice or opinions that you can give me would be greatly appreciated. thank you so much for taking the time to read this.
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2020.03.23 19:41 1234roam Advise on both partners being HSV2 positve

I am seeing a girl that caught HSV2 from a previous partner and while I knew and used protection, I later caught it myself (I know, terrible luck). Not the biggest of deals after feeling down for a little while. I had my time to reflect on it and can't let that own me. I still want to see her but we are are not dating becuase we have conflicting schedules. so I got prescribed to be on daily Valtrex. If we know that she hasn't see anyone and I haven't seen anyone since the last time is there a problem of having unprotected sex even if she isn't on any medication? She says that becuase of this situation, she doesn't have insurance to go and grey a prescription for daily suppression treatment.
Wanted to get some opinions and thoughts. If someone in a similar situation has experience this can shed some light, it would be great.
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2019.12.20 23:30 polar_amity Shame and anxiety from STD diagnosis

So, I never thought in 100 years I could contract an STD. I mean, I use condoms, and the partners I pick I alwsys ask them if they're clean. I'm careful. But here we are. I was diagnosed with HPV and Chlamydia. I'm so embarrassed. I had to reach out to my partners from the last year and tell my boyfriend... I mean, I feel like shit emotionally. Not only did I endanger myself but others as well, just by being sex-positve. I just want to close the shop down entirely. Go abstinent. But I know I'm going to fuck up again. Do condoms even work?
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2019.12.11 03:20 lizziem92 My fiance is unhappy since I wanted to move out of our share house as our housemate is creepy and they fight a lot

Hello everyone! Me and my partner just got engaged last 3rd of October. I can say that we are happy with each other's company and in our own little world. We don't like to socialise a lot cause we are awkward people and we sometimes think we don't communicate proper english. We are asians but is here in Australia as I am studying my Masters degree and he's working full time to pay for fees and bills.
Financial situation was not always like that, we used to split everything as we both have good paying jobs til we decided to move somewhere regional for Permanent Residency purposes. He was lucky he found two jobs right away while i struggled looking for a job cause of uni schedule. However, throughout the adjustment period, we always have stayed positve and thought that we will overcome this phase.
My partner (call him Tim) works double shifts just to sustain our needs and save enough for tuition fees. I study and do the house chores. We live in a share house with 2 other couple, indian and Taiwanese and a new aussie housemate. Before him was a chinese girl. Everything went well until the indian guy opened the bathroom door twice while I was in the shower. The first time i was still in my clothes and the second time I was naked and in the shower. We confronted him the first time and told him to be mindful since there's other girls living in the house. Then it happened again after a few days, he denied it and said it was the air. But then he said "first time was fine cause she's fully clothed but 2nd time she's already naked" how did he know i was naked when he didn't do it? I asked our chinese housemate if she opened bathroom door and said she didn't go out of the room as she was busy studying for finals. And you would know if someone is inside the bathroom as water is running. I dont know what his intention was, I told Tim about it and he got really mad. They almost had a huge fight good thing I was there to explain and break them up.
Months after, chinese girl moved out cause the indian guy acts as if he owns the house, stays in bathroom and toilet for unreasonable minutes and is so noisy and cooks for 5 hours! We cannot afford to leave since rent in this house is so cheap but we lived inside our room, eat meals inside the room, and sometimes just buy take away since he's always in the kitchen.
Our house has street parking but everyone knows where this guys parking spot is. So we respect each other and not park there even if its a public park. We went to Melbourne for a week, when we came back we saw aussie guy park in our spot. We didn't mind cause we weren't there. But he went back to his park spot when he knew we were back. Aussie and indian guy got so close while we were away, indian guy then parked in Tim's spot maybe bec he saw aussie guy parked there. We let it go but then he kept parking there all the time (pls note they have unregistered car street parked in front of our house) so my partner told him that please respect, it is already mutual understanding that this is my park spot even if its a public park, if u want to park here u can move ur old car since ur not using it anymore. He got mad and started accusing us of things and called me a bitch and liar. I don't even talk to him he's got the nerve to say that. We also think he said the wrong story to the his girlfriend and the new housemate. So they almost got into a big fight again, good thins aussie guy was there to break them up.
At this stage, I was very down since I failed one of my units and was given a supplementary exam and we had visa problems as well as we were accused of giving false information ( i missed answering one question in our visa extension) then this happened. I broke down, i didn't want to stay in the house, i always find an excuse to go to the library since im afraid of the indian guy already which meant i cant cook or do house chores anymore (we try to cook our meals as we dont want to eat out since its expensive). I told Tim what he did was not in the right timing, and he said im too dramatic and is it wrong to protect me. I felt the guilt, but we have already talked about that issue before. I think he just hates the indian guy so much for being a pervert and he felt that we are being bullied. I spoke to a therapist since I was crying non stop already. I self pitied as I felt that he was so tired of putting up with me, from the start of this move i also felt very worthless since i dont have a job and couldn't help him with the finances, but he always assured me that i should leave finances to him and i should study hard cause if i fail we'd be delayed in getting permanent residency and one unit cost 4k.
After their fight I told him i want to move, im not comfortable anymore since its just me and the indian guy at home most of the time (he doesnt have a job too). Our money is limited and moving means paying bond and rent is expensive for couples. He then became very distant and annoyed at me most of the time. I said sorry and told him i hope he understands me and not get mad at me. He said to just let him be and give him time.
TL;DR Was i too selfish and dramatic when i said i wanted to move? Now we found a place which is a bit expensive and our savings is not much to cover next semesters fees. I can tell that the money is bothering him and he's tired of budgeting for us already and he said moving out of this house means he's a loser. I dont want him to be sad 😭
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2019.08.06 09:00 difficultroadahead is it possible to have GHSV1 And GHSV2

Hi All was just wondering if the above is possible??.
My story...
2016 I noticed 2 blisters on shaft of my penis.I did not have any other symptoms of herpes. I popped them and went to a dermatoligist asking if it was herpes,he said no looked like some sort of bacterial skin infection gave me some creams and antibiotics and sent me on my way.
Anyway fastforward to June this year ,all of a sudden I had a prodrome of tingling on my skin like something was crawling. 4hrs later 2 blisters appeared again on the shaft of my penis.I really got concerned as I had had protecected sex with a new partner a week prior.
So i went to 3 gps and 1 proffessor of Derm who all said it was not herpes,I was still unsure and went to A 4th GP who said this looked like clinical herpes.Sent me for bloods and put me on 5days Valtrex.
So bloods results came back as follows HSV-1 IGG positive ,HSV-2 IGG Negitive and IGM HSv 1 and 2 Positve. so was not sure if this was Ghsv1. doc said that our tests here in South Africa Cannot distinguish between HSV1 And 2
Anyway 6weeks later went for another blood test and this time all came back positive.
What are you guys thoughts on this?
Could it be just GHSV 1 from a few years ago or Ghsv2 from new infection?
Thanks for a wonderful forum
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2019.04.02 21:10 InterpreterCarli I am aware of my mania/hypomania for the first time, and I don't know what to do.

hi there, recently I was diagnosed as Bipolar. They haven't made a distinction yet as of yet as to if it is Bipolar 1 or 2...so I have tried to be kind of aware.

On Friday or Saturday, my partner and I got into a huge screaming match, we calmed down afterwards...apologized. Spent the day playing video games and having sex multiple times for the first time I can remember. Sunday, I had an absolutely hysterical break down. My partner literally was about to take me to the hospital, until he found a left over xanax I had saved for this exact situation. If we didn't have that, he would have taken me in. My doctor wanted me to get off my adderall or lessen it, as she felt it was increasing my anxiety and they needed to address the bipolar symptoms first. So I didn't take it Friday, Saturday, or Sunday. Yesterday, I took a half dose when I was stumbling over my words at work.
Then yesterday, I am full of energy BEFORE taking half my dose of adderall. I'm talking to people at work, I'm chatting up customers, I made it through an on camera interview that I thought I was going to have to cancel. I went to a game night with friends I've been canceling on for weeks. I went home after ward and stayed up chatting and laughing and playing video games till midnight he needed to go to bed, and I couldn't stop talking until one. Then I laid with restless anxiety until I fell into a restless sleep. I realize it could have been the adderall, but I reaaly reaalllyy don't think so. Today I have energy again, I feel positve but anxious, I took on a project. I haven't called out of work at all. I am enjoying social interactions. I spent a TON of money over the weekend. I am also getting really angry about wrongs I percieve about my family and friends lack of concern or engagement in my life. I've made my partner aware that I am manic and if it gets too out of hand to take me to the hospital. Suicidal thoughts are rampant

I'm scared. Idk what to expect or how to control it. No one has really sat down and explained the ins and outs of this. How do I manage this or what should I be conscious of? inpatient really is a last option. I can't afford it in any way (money, time off, pet care, concern for my partner).
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2019.02.14 12:54 drbatramumbai Shatrughan Sinha and Zayed Khan at Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards in Mumbai

Dr Batra’s Multi-Specialty Homeopathy is a brand that goes beyond its service goals as a medical organization and is committed to actively supporting social causes. With that aim in mind, through the Positive Health Awards, currently in its 12th year, Dr Batra’s recognises and celebrates those who have overcome disabilities to lead lives full of courage and determination and who have a positive impact on society at large.
Celebrating the triumph of human spirit, Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards 2018 presented by Bajaj V recognized six heroes whose extraordinary courage in the face of adversity is an exemplary testament of the true Indian spirit. The prestigious awards ceremony was held on November 27th 2018 at the majestic Royal Opera House, Mumbai. Present at the event were stalwarts of industry and glittering celebrates like Shatrugan Sinha, Zayed Khan, Dolly Bindra, Madhoo Shah, Anu Malik, Shekhar Suman, Ali Asgar, Kiran Shantaram amongst others.
Speaking at the award ceremony, Padma Shri recipient Dr. Mukesh Batra, Founder and Chairman Emeritus, Dr. Batra’s Group of Companies said, “As a doctor for over 40 years, I have witnessed first-hand the struggles of people suffering due to disabilities. I believe survivors of these afflictions are a huge motivator and inspiration for other patients as well as the community at large.
Today the Positive Health Awards are an inspiration to every Indian and this annual awards ceremony has become the springboard for most of our awardees and helps them to realize their dreams and their ambitions. Our past winners have gone on to excel and win many other accolades in India and internationally. We would like to thank all the people that have supported us these past 12 years especially Mr. Bajaj whose unwavering support has helped to make this the most anticipated event of the year. We also congratulate each one of our winners as we raise a toast to their unbreakable spirit and wish them the best in all of their future endeavors.”
Rajiv Bajaj – MD, Bajaj Auto said, “It is a privilege to be associated with Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards. I am a firm believer in the science of homeopathy and have witnessed its healing power personally in my family and amongst my friends. Dr. Mukesh Batra, is a pioneer and visionary in the field of homeopathy and has single-handedly taken homeopathy to millions of people across the globe. Thank you Dr. Batra, for giving us this opportunity to contribute in our small way to helping our fellow Indians through the wonderful platform that is the Positve Health Awards.”
This year’s awardees referred to as ‘Positive Health Heroes’ include individuals from all walks of life who have defied the odds and proven that ‘Nothing is impossible’. Their inspirational stories have not only struck an emotional chord with the jury but also captivated the audiences leaving many teary-eyed. These heroes are: Kousalya Periyaswamy from Chennai – an HIV-positive activist fighting for the rights of AIDS patients, Major General India Cardozo from Delhi– the one legged amputee and the first disabled army officer to command a brigade, Sabari Venkar from Coimbatore – a partially blind, 15 year old boy who has given over 150 motivational speeches, Devieka Bhojwani – a breast- cancer survivor who has started an initiative to improve awareness and raise funds for this cause, Kiran Nayak from Bangalore – a disabled transgender activist working towards sexuality and disability rights, Kiran has founded 3 support organizations and Vikram Agnihotri who bagged the People’s Choice Award by garnering over 47500 votes on social media.
Our illustrious jury panel comprised of eminent personalities like Union Cabinet Minister for Women & Child Development- Maneka Gandhi, acclaimed filmmaker- R Balki, Rajiv Bajaj – MD, Bajaj Auto, actor Vivek Oberoi and Dr. Mukesh Batra.
It is the goal of the Dr Batra’s Foundation that no patient should be turned away from treatment due to the lack of money. It has been instrumental in aiding the underprivileged with their medical, educational and nutritional needs since its inception in 2001. The foundation’s mission is to provide 50,000 needy patients with free treatments in the year 2018-19.
Dr Batra’s Positive Health Foundation, a CSR arm of Dr Batra’s Group of Companies, has been making a profound difference to the lives of many orphans, handicapped children and the elderly. The Foundation currently runs over 175 Free Clinics across the country and additionally provides free treatment to partner NGO’s. It also conducts CSR activities in a number of institutions such as Victoria Memorial School for the blind, Shepherd Widow’s Home, Mercy Old Age Home, Anurag Services (Old Age Home), Action India and People for Animals. It also grants scholarships to deserving students who wish to pursue studies in the Homeopathy but cannot afford the fees. Every year, it honors, with its Positive Health Awards, individuals who have created medical miracles through the demonstration of their instinct for survival, courage and will power, beaten the odds and recovered from seemingly irrecoverable conditions, to lead normal, healthy lives.
http://filmytown.com/shatrughan-sinha-zayed-khan-at-dr-batras-positive-health-awards/
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2019.02.14 12:37 drbatramumbai Shatrughan Sinha and Zayed Khan at Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards

Dr Batra’s Multi-Specialty Homeopathy is a brand that goes beyond its service goals as a medical organization and is committed to actively supporting social causes. With that aim in mind, through the Positive Health Awards, currently in its 12th year, Dr Batra’s recognises and celebrates those who have overcome disabilities to lead lives full of courage and determination and who have a positive impact on society at large.
Celebrating the triumph of human spirit, Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards 2018 presented by Bajaj V recognized six heroes whose extraordinary courage in the face of adversity is an exemplary testament of the true Indian spirit. The prestigious awards ceremony was held on November 27th 2018 at the majestic Royal Opera House, Mumbai. Present at the event were stalwarts of industry and glittering celebrates like Shatrugan Sinha, Zayed Khan, Dolly Bindra, Madhoo Shah, Anu Malik, Shekhar Suman, Ali Asgar, Kiran Shantaram amongst others.
Speaking at the award ceremony, Padma Shri recipient Dr. Mukesh Batra, Founder and Chairman Emeritus, Dr. Batra’s Group of Companies said, “As a doctor for over 40 years, I have witnessed first-hand the struggles of people suffering due to disabilities. I believe survivors of these afflictions are a huge motivator and inspiration for other patients as well as the community at large.
Today the Positive Health Awards are an inspiration to every Indian and this annual awards ceremony has become the springboard for most of our awardees and helps them to realize their dreams and their ambitions. Our past winners have gone on to excel and win many other accolades in India and internationally. We would like to thank all the people that have supported us these past 12 years especially Mr. Bajaj whose unwavering support has helped to make this the most anticipated event of the year. We also congratulate each one of our winners as we raise a toast to their unbreakable spirit and wish them the best in all of their future endeavors.”
Rajiv Bajaj – MD, Bajaj Auto said, “It is a privilege to be associated with Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards. I am a firm believer in the science of homeopathy and have witnessed its healing power personally in my family and amongst my friends. Dr. Mukesh Batra, is a pioneer and visionary in the field of homeopathy and has single-handedly taken homeopathy to millions of people across the globe. Thank you Dr. Batra, for giving us this opportunity to contribute in our small way to helping our fellow Indians through the wonderful platform that is the Positve Health Awards.”
This year’s awardees referred to as ‘Positive Health Heroes’ include individuals from all walks of life who have defied the odds and proven that ‘Nothing is impossible’. Their inspirational stories have not only struck an emotional chord with the jury but also captivated the audiences leaving many teary-eyed. These heroes are: Kousalya Periyaswamy from Chennai – an HIV-positive activist fighting for the rights of AIDS patients, Major General India Cardozo from Delhi– the one legged amputee and the first disabled army officer to command a brigade, Sabari Venkar from Coimbatore – a partially blind, 15 year old boy who has given over 150 motivational speeches, Devieka Bhojwani – a breast- cancer survivor who has started an initiative to improve awareness and raise funds for this cause, Kiran Nayak from Bangalore – a disabled transgender activist working towards sexuality and disability rights, Kiran has founded 3 support organizations and Vikram Agnihotri who bagged the People’s Choice Award by garnering over 47500 votes on social media.
Our illustrious jury panel comprised of eminent personalities like Union Cabinet Minister for Women & Child Development- Maneka Gandhi, acclaimed filmmaker- R Balki, Rajiv Bajaj – MD, Bajaj Auto, actor Vivek Oberoi and Dr. Mukesh Batra.
It is the goal of the Dr Batra’s Foundation that no patient should be turned away from treatment due to the lack of money. It has been instrumental in aiding the underprivileged with their medical, educational and nutritional needs since its inception in 2001. The foundation’s mission is to provide 50,000 needy patients with free treatments in the year 2018-19.
Dr Batra’s Positive Health Foundation, a CSR arm of Dr Batra’s Group of Companies, has been making a profound difference to the lives of many orphans, handicapped children and the elderly. The Foundation currently runs over 175 Free Clinics across the country and additionally provides free treatment to partner NGO’s. It also conducts CSR activities in a number of institutions such as Victoria Memorial School for the blind, Shepherd Widow’s Home, Mercy Old Age Home, Anurag Services (Old Age Home), Action India and People for Animals. It also grants scholarships to deserving students who wish to pursue studies in the Homeopathy but cannot afford the fees. Every year, it honors, with its Positive Health Awards, individuals who have created medical miracles through the demonstration of their instinct for survival, courage and will power, beaten the odds and recovered from seemingly irrecoverable conditions, to lead normal, healthy lives.
http://filmytown.com/shatrughan-sinha-zayed-khan-at-dr-batras-positive-health-awards/
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2019.02.13 08:50 drbatramumbai Shatrughan Sinha, Zayed Khan at Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards

Dr Batra’s Multi-Specialty Homeopathy is a brand that goes beyond its service goals as a medical organization and is committed to actively supporting social causes. With that aim in mind, through the Positive Health Awards, currently in its 12th year, Dr Batra’s recognises and celebrates those who have overcome disabilities to lead lives full of courage and determination and who have a positive impact on society at large.
Celebrating the triumph of human spirit, Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards 2018 presented by Bajaj V recognized six heroes whose extraordinary courage in the face of adversity is an exemplary testament of the true Indian spirit. The prestigious awards ceremony was held on November 27th 2018 at the majestic Royal Opera House, Mumbai. Present at the event were stalwarts of industry and glittering celebrates like Shatrugan Sinha, Zayed Khan, Dolly Bindra, Madhoo Shah, Anu Malik, Shekhar Suman, Ali Asgar, Kiran Shantaram amongst others.
Speaking at the award ceremony, Padma Shri recipient Dr. Mukesh Batra, Founder and Chairman Emeritus, Dr. Batra’s Group of Companies said, “As a doctor for over 40 years, I have witnessed first-hand the struggles of people suffering due to disabilities. I believe survivors of these afflictions are a huge motivator and inspiration for other patients as well as the community at large.
Today the Positive Health Awards are an inspiration to every Indian and this annual awards ceremony has become the springboard for most of our awardees and helps them to realize their dreams and their ambitions. Our past winners have gone on to excel and win many other accolades in India and internationally. We would like to thank all the people that have supported us these past 12 years especially Mr. Bajaj whose unwavering support has helped to make this the most anticipated event of the year. We also congratulate each one of our winners as we raise a toast to their unbreakable spirit and wish them the best in all of their future endeavors.”
Rajiv Bajaj – MD, Bajaj Auto said, “It is a privilege to be associated with Dr Batra’s Positive Health Awards. I am a firm believer in the science of homeopathy and have witnessed its healing power personally in my family and amongst my friends. Dr. Mukesh Batra, is a pioneer and visionary in the field of homeopathy and has single-handedly taken homeopathy to millions of people across the globe. Thank you Dr. Batra, for giving us this opportunity to contribute in our small way to helping our fellow Indians through the wonderful platform that is the Positve Health Awards.”
This year’s awardees referred to as ‘Positive Health Heroes’ include individuals from all walks of life who have defied the odds and proven that ‘Nothing is impossible’. Their inspirational stories have not only struck an emotional chord with the jury but also captivated the audiences leaving many teary-eyed. These heroes are: Kousalya Periyaswamy from Chennai – an HIV-positive activist fighting for the rights of AIDS patients, Major General India Cardozo from Delhi– the one legged amputee and the first disabled army officer to command a brigade, Sabari Venkar from Coimbatore – a partially blind, 15 year old boy who has given over 150 motivational speeches, Devieka Bhojwani – a breast- cancer survivor who has started an initiative to improve awareness and raise funds for this cause, Kiran Nayak from Bangalore – a disabled transgender activist working towards sexuality and disability rights, Kiran has founded 3 support organizations and Vikram Agnihotri who bagged the People’s Choice Award by garnering over 47500 votes on social media.
Our illustrious jury panel comprised of eminent personalities like Union Cabinet Minister for Women & Child Development- Maneka Gandhi, acclaimed filmmaker- R Balki, Rajiv Bajaj – MD, Bajaj Auto, actor Vivek Oberoi and Dr. Mukesh Batra.
It is the goal of the Dr Batra’s Foundation that no patient should be turned away from treatment due to the lack of money. It has been instrumental in aiding the underprivileged with their medical, educational and nutritional needs since its inception in 2001. The foundation’s mission is to provide 50,000 needy patients with free treatments in the year 2018-19.
Dr Batra’s Positive Health Foundation, a CSR arm of Dr Batra’s Group of Companies, has been making a profound difference to the lives of many orphans, handicapped children and the elderly. The Foundation currently runs over 175 Free Clinics across the country and additionally provides free treatment to partner NGO’s. It also conducts CSR activities in a number of institutions such as Victoria Memorial School for the blind, Shepherd Widow’s Home, Mercy Old Age Home, Anurag Services (Old Age Home), Action India and People for Animals. It also grants scholarships to deserving students who wish to pursue studies in the Homeopathy but cannot afford the fees. Every year, it honors, with its Positive Health Awards, individuals who have created medical miracles through the demonstration of their instinct for survival, courage and will power, beaten the odds and recovered from seemingly irrecoverable conditions, to lead normal, healthy lives.
http://filmytown.com/shatrughan-sinha-zayed-khan-at-dr-batras-positive-health-awards/
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2018.10.12 11:32 OvercomeAllFears The Ultimate Solution and Guide for everyone who (thinks he) has a small/thin penis/dick, and thinks that this will be a Problem in Life.

Dear Reddit,

i am now writing this guide because i just couldn't find any relevant positve advice anywhere, and most of what i find is not based on personal experience.

Firstly, calling this section "smalldickproblems" is probably intensifying the root of the issue, making it seem that some guys are inadequate to live an amazing life and enjoy themselves and woman as much as they want and should.

I personally had those thoughts in my head for the majority of my life, making it nearly impossible for me to have an amazing sexlife, a girlfriend that i can enjoy every second with and just feel relaxed and comfortable around a beautiful (naked) woman next to me.

But that being said, (almost) everything can be changed in life, and the majority of the problems are more in the head of the guy, rather then actual problems. I dont even want to know how much time guys spend wondering and thinking about how apparentely "inadequate" they are, even though mostly, all of those thoughts are just made up in their heads.

Now granted, i am not going to lie, sometimes there are just hard "matchups", if a girl either gets very wet quickly or her pussy has just a bit more room to explore then the male counterpart can bring to the table, which results in less friction and less stimulation. I can say this because i am on the thinner side, and have had my share of pussy sizes to compare.
Sometimes its just nice and tight, and sometimes i know i have to work a little (or much) harder.

But the root of the Problem is mainly caused by the guy who thinks he is "inadequate". Its this mindset that stops him from having amazing sex with whoever he meets.
And since this is a guide, i am going to give you the most important steps in order of what i personally think has the highest to the lowest priority when you want to have an amazing sexlife with any girl you're interested in.


STEP ONE: YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR AMAZING SEX AND YOU PUT YOURSELF FIRST
- On the surface, this sounds very bland and wrong, but let me explain what i mean by that, since, we dig a little deeper into this, you will understand why this is by far the most important point.
There are two major Character-types. The "Do'ers" and the "Thinkers". Of course this is also a very bland description, since those two can and usually do overlap as well. But the more a guy has the "Thinkers"-trait, the more he will worry about a thing that someone who is a "Do'er" by nature (or learned) doesnt even recognise as a problem.
Imagine the same situation with two identical twins who are physically absolutely the same and both have a small/thin Dick.
SITUATION:
Both of them somehow managed to "lure" a Lady to her or his home and they start to get naked. Even before that, one of those two is overly sexually confident as knows that he can pleasure a woman, disregarding her pussy size. He knows he is an amazing kisser, good on going down on a woman, knows how to fuck a girl who is taller and might have an "unfavorable" pussy for his drill, but ignores it until she brings it up on her own, which actually very rarely happens. He is profound in positions that ensure more friction and takes the lead in the Bedroom, not really caring that he wasnt blessed with a bigger drill.
A confident guy who knows and takes what he wants in the bedroom will always be appreciated by almost every girl in the world, as long as he doesnt overstep her limits, which every girl has to define for herself.

And on top of that, the confident guy will NEVER let a woman disrespect him. If she brings up that she wont be satisfied with his drill, and actually means it, and even though he is profound in the ancient art of the 50 ways to kill a pussy in the bedroom, there ARE some girls out there that actually want and maybe even need a bigger dick. Its natural and her choice. The guy knows he doesnt have to fuck her at all. Every single girl can be walked away from in his life.
Every.
Single.
One.
If a girl isnt just testing the guys confidence to see how he reacts if she brings it up, then he will leave her, maybe even on the spot.
Sometimes, that hurts quite a lot. Not because of what she said about his dicksize, since he knows its not his fault. But sometimes he might just have a really good connection to the girl and letting someone go when he is emotionally invested in her is and always will be hard.
He may leave with tears in his eyes that the girl he might have even fallen in love with just isnt the one for him. But he knows that time will heal the wounds, he can count on himself and his friends to support him and get him through it. Again. Its not about what she said about his dick. Its the loss of a person that he had an emotional connection too.

Now, if we jump to his brother, who thinks waaaay too much and is insecure about his dick, even though it has exactly the same size as his confident brother, who do you think most girls want to sleep with?

Who of those is better prepared to enjoy a beautiful woman at his side and make both of their time amazing?

So... our goal here is to become the confident and sexually interesting guy.

STEP TWO: KNOW WHAT YOU WANT
- Test the girls character, as they do with us
If she insists of you buying her dinner at the first or second date, thats already a bad sign, she probably look more at you like a wallet on legs then someone she wants to sleep with.
- Set limitations and boundaries
One of the most important things you absolutely MUST do. There is no exception. You must have limitations and apply them, no matter how pretty and charismatic anyone is towards you. IF a girl notices she can cross your line without any punishment, you are fucked. Establish very early on that you won't allow any disrespect and the amount of shit you have to take in the future gets drastically reduced.

STEP THREE: LEARN HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR SEXLIFE, EVEN BEFORE IT HAPPENS
- There is free material everywhere on the Web that shows on how to deal almost with every single situation you can have

- Figure out what you personally enjoy when you have sex with a woman. Take her out of the picture entirely and ask youself what you would do if you met a pornstar and you get to fuck with her, and she tells you "Do whatever you want with me!"
Some might still enjoy more casual sex, looking into her beautiful eyes, while kissing her neck and mouth tenderly while enjoying her missionary. This is still a very intimate and close way to enjoy one another.
Some might prefer to fuck like a pornstar, mushing her face in the pillow, (adequately) choking her(some like getting choked pretty hard, some only slightly and others dont like it at all) and switching positions from missionary to doggy, sex on the table, couch, floor, outside, anal, throating, i could go on, but thats not the point here.
Its important that you enjoy each other and never overstep your partners borders. Some, like me, are super aggressive and dominant and i have to figure out how far i can take the girl before she dips out. Communication is key for having a wonderful time for both sides.

BONUS:
STEP FOUR: GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER
- Start or keep going to the Gym

A healthy body will increase your self-esteem in front of the mirror, your stamina for running to the bus after you woke up too late and it will increase the time you can have sex significantly. There are no excuses for not taking care for yourself. Stop blaming anyone besides yourself if you arent happy with your body.
And... NEVER EVER COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS!!! Everyone has their own unique island to take care for and it doesn't fucking matter whether anyone looks better or worse then you do. Unless you use people for motivation to work out and push yourself, like i do everytime when i see Dwayne "THE ROCK" Johnson, comparison will just bring misery. That also goes for dick size. Probably WAY more misery potential here.

- Get your nutrition in order

Same reasons as for going to the gym, but with a MUCH bigger impact and your body's health. Cutting down on meat,alcohol and cigarettes, eating less sugar and finding joy in healthy, tasty food is probably the biggest gift you can give to you own body.

- Get a job or start a business you DONT hate going to in the morning.

The highest amount of the time you spend is mostly dedicated to your job, whatever it is that you do. And if you find yourself doing something you actually dread, it might be time to reconsider your current Job, no matter how much you earn. Because you won't get the time back and if you have 1 million in the Bank when your 60, what is it worth when you sacrificied all those yours you were given as a gift to enjoy life while your body still is able to do Skydiving, Bungee-jumping, Diving, Snorkeling and driving a sportscar on a race-track.
I am not saying you can't do all those things when your 60, but you most like aren't going to. Let's be honest here. Most 60 year old are happy with an after lunch nap, taking care of the garden and a watching TV or meeting friends in the evening. So dont waste the majority of your Life doing something you hate, because it WILL eventually transfer over to your self-esteem and to the people around you as well.


- Make friends one of the most important parts of your life.(If you aren't already doing that)
Nothing makes life more enjoyable as a set of friends (large or small) that are there for you, you can share experiences with, laugh, tease, curse and cry. Most true friends are gained over the years and will always give back. A true friendship is never just one-sided.

- Find and persue hobbies you enjoy

Having friends and hobbies you enjoy makes room for living a life that sees woman how you should see them. A bonus.
Woman are not mandatory. Make sure you learn to live a life that revolves around things that interest you personally, may it be cooking, surfing, climbing, Flight-shows, travelling, going to sport-events like soccer, NBA, NFA or ornithology.

- Be honest and bring up shit that annoys you, with EVERYONE

I personally don't believe in lying. Of course, everybody does it once in a while(or often. Or all the time).
But most people make it a habit and lie to get what they want or to get out of an uncomfortable situation, because they are afraid of the actual confrontation. Both of it leads to long-term misery, if you arent a sociopath, but for the sake of the argument, let's just assume you're not.
Being honest might seem hard at certain points in your life but in almost any cases, people just feel better when they said what they were thinking instead of just bottling it up until the cork pops out by itself and the mess is everywhere and hard to clean up because you didnt say anything in the first place.


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2018.09.23 17:19 LukePlano Is FIU's School of Computing and Infomation Sciences really that good ?

I,as a prospective freshmen, recently noticed that big companies partner with FIU, attending virtually every of our career fair instead of that in UF, UCF, USF, or even UM. This surprises me a lot because we are ranked #187 in US News, unranked in US News Computer Science ranking, and not in the top 50 CS Department cited in many articles. Moreover, CS and IT are not even in the top 10 most popular major in FIU.
Source:
https://www.usnews.com/best-colleges/fiu-9635
https://www.usnews.com/best-graduate-schools/top-science-schools/florida-international-university-133951
So, can anyone help me confirm my wonder and give me some experience or insight about this (I would love to hear from both the negative and positve sides). Thank you very much!!!
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2018.07.25 09:41 1jdjdjdjdjdjdjd My [25M] boyfriend does not understand my [25F] anxiety and depression and belittles me for it.

Okay
Throwaway for obvious reasons but this has been an incredibly stressful situation for myself but perhaps I can see rational in both sides of the situation. Also appologies in advance for the length it's a bit of a read.
Backstory. I have had anxiety and depression for almost my entire life and I'm currently seeing a therapist, eating healthy, not using stimulants or depressants of any kind, meditating, doing yoga and doing everything I possibly can to make myself feel better. Im better than I was before but I still have a long way to go.
My boyfriend is incredibly spiritual, and believes in a lot of new age theories which I respect and love him for. He is one of the main reasons as to why Ive changed my life for the the better and I'm grateful for that.
So my SO and I met while I was abroad in Europe. We initially had an 8 month long distance relationship and it was during this time that I revealed to him my struggles with my mental health. There was never any problems during this time and we actually had a lovely relationship despite the distance. He decided to come to my country in North America to close the gap.
Fast forward to when he arrived. Everything was absolutely lovely for the first month or so. We had our own apartment and life was good. We only had one problem and that was with him finding a job. For some reason employers never called him back, and when they did they didn't like the fact that he was on a one year work visa and the communication stopped, now I know he's trying his best but the rising stress of the situation has triggered my anxiety and depression and while he knew about this before I think seeing me at my worse was something different than he expected.
When he first saw me have an anxiety attack for the first time he brushed it off and told me to "relax" and that it was something I could control. Well I have a very hard time with this and the fact is that it has made our situation worse. When I'm anxious or down he refuses to be near me or hold me because I'll "pass my negative energy" onto him. This is incredibly hurtful as sometimes I just want some physical touch especially from my partner on a bad day. There was one time where it got especially bad. He mentioned something that just triggered me and I started to cry. When I explained to him why I was crying he got angry and started yelling and cursing at me to "be normal" he told me that I make problems out of thin air and that I can control my emotions if I truly want to. (Back to his new age beliefs) well things escalated to the point where he was yelling at me to fing stop at the top of his lungs and myself being mid panic attack I couldn't stop by the end we where both screaming and crying. Sadly things have just gotten worse. I feel guilt everytime i feel even the most negative emotion when he's around since he "feels it too" and he told me that I don't love myself because I let my emotions control me which Isn't true and he won't accept it when I tell him I love him when I'm sad because of this reason. He has asked me to not hide my emotions so I cry when I feel like I need to but this has upset him to the point where he is cursing and yelling at me again. Today it got so bad that I called the distress center they advised me go go to the hospital so I was about to leave and he told he hated me among other hurtful things and called me manipulative when I just wanted to get help. I just ended up staying at home since I didn't want to upset him even more. I should also mention that he doesn't think too highly of doctors and thinks one can cure thier own anxiety and depression themselves.
I know things are extremely hard for him being in a new country with no friends or job or money. I know he's stressed out too but I wish he knew that he's not making my situation easier and that mediation and positve thinking alone can't cure my anxiety. The last thing I want is to break up with him but my mental illness is something I'm slowly dealing with but its not going to go away over night. I'm seeing a therapist and getting help and doing what I can I just wish there was a way we could work through this together but I'm at a loss as to what to do. :(
TL;DR I'm getting anxious over European boyfriend not finding work, he belives I can cure my own anxiety and depression with positve thinking, this has caused tension in the relationship.
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2018.06.14 21:27 MrRealHuman In their own words part 2: Arthur John Shawcross (Now with 50% less typos and bad formatting!)

Anything in italics is the words of the killer. I will do my best to avoid any confusion this time. Please bare with me.
Arthur John Shawcross, the Monster of the Rivers.
Because, that's where I killed em. That's where the monster inside of me came out, an' he came down by the river pretty often.
Indeed, it did. In fact, Arthur's very first murder, that of 10 year old Jack Blake, took place by the river. One of -according to Arthur- of 58 murders. Although officially he is known to have claimed at least 14.
Arthur Shawcross grew up as a target for bullies. Through many of his formative years he was relentlessly bullied, and eventually developed physical ticks, most notably his odd blinking.
When Arthur started growing, so did his rage. He focused this rage on the same classmates who previously bullied him, before quickly becoming one himself. Whenever his mother was notified of this behavior she vehemently defended her son. Essentially teaching Arthur that what he was doing was okay. In psychological terms, she was positvely reinfodcing bad behaviors. Nothing excuses what Arthur did, and nothing can. However it should also be said that his parents didn't help, and the courts never should have released him after murdering 2 children. Shawcross is an example of a serial killer that should not have been a serial killer. Had his mother addressed the behaviors he may have had hope. Had the courts not released him then 12 more women wouldn't have died.
Arthur had 2 imaginary friends (which were known about when he was a child by teachers, classmates and neighborhood kids) that maybe unironically fit the description of his first 2 victims.
After pressing Arthur and threatening to tell his wife if he didn't cooperate, Arthur spoke about the murders of Jack Blake and Karen Hill. The conversation is as follows.
Shawcross: So, whaddya wanna know about it?
Christopher Berry-Dee: Fourteen years jail time, Art. How do we deal with this?
AS: We don't. You ain't taking me there, so don't fuckin' try. DON'T FUCKIN' GO THERE!
CBD: OK. So, I take out an eraser and out goes 14 years?
AS: Yes, sir.
CBD: What about Jack Blake?
The author states Shawcross grabs his arm at this point.
AS: You don't know who ya dealing with, fuckface. You don't know WHO I am, or WHAT I am.
CBD: You don't need to do this. Okay, you have a problem with Jack, and now you have a problem with me. You mess this interview up and Clara will climb the wall, pal (posters note: I believe "climb the wall" may be a British expression, or perhaps he is saying she will climb the prison walls?)
At the mention of Clara's name the author says Arthur calmed down.
AS: OK, yeah, I killed him, okay. I told him to go home and he wouldn't (posters note: Jack and Arthur had gone fishing together several times before and was known to Jacks family) An' then I got kinda mad at him. Yeah, I killed him, an' I buried his body under the dirt, and went fishin'. It was his fault he died. (totally Arthur, you're the victim, not him) It ain't got nothin' to do with me... I'm sorry.
And then...
CBD: What about little Karen Hill? Why did you murder her.
AS: Same reason, ya know. She kinda wanted it Sex an' stuff like that. Then, I get started, an' she starts cryin' and wants her mom, so I suffocated her. Not with my hands. Covered her mouth with dirt an' stuff. (Karen Hill was 8 years old)
CBD: But you did have sex with her. Vaginally and anally, Arthur.
AS: Yeah. But that was after she was dead.
And I will end this post with a rambling letter from Arthur Shawcross. But first, I would just like to say, if I were a more emotional person, I would cry for Arthur Shawcross. The child that needed his parents to save him. Get him help. Then after he was too far gone, a total monster, I would cry for those poor children. I would cry for the 12 lost souls he later murdered because the courts allowed a man who murdered 2 children to only be charged with manslaughter. His entire story and the stories of the lives he ended and the families who suffer is one giant tragedy. I hope this isn't "going off the deep end", but I believe in empathy. If you study monsters for too long be careful you don't become one.
And now for your reading pleasure, an uninfluenced look at the insanity that is the mind of Arthur John Shawcross. I am copying this verbatim spelling and grammar too.
I have been asked, Did I kill? Yes, too many times for any one person to do so! It is said I have partaken of human flesh. Think back in history: You will see that man hunted man (still do in some remote parts of the world) Think about the animal we call pig or boar. Why does it say in some books we can't eat this animal? Because it tastes just like human flesh. I have eaten flesh of man or woman... So the next time any of you sit down to eat bacon, ham or a nice juicy pot roast or pork chop, think about the taste, the flavor of eating human flesh. But this only affected me when I got very angry- the hunger of the predator.
I have been a god unto myself. I've been the judge, jury and the executioner. I dear people, have murdered, butchered and totally destroyed 53 human beings in my life time. Why?
Picture in your mind: I was taught to sit for hours at a time and not move; I was taught to seek out and destroy the enemy as I received them to be.
The prostitutes I am accused of killing were the enemy to me in their own fashion, because they can kill with social diseases and AIDS and get away with it! Do I regret it, I have been asked? My answer is, I very much regret it, to the point I wonder why I was chosen to carry out this assignment.
The United States government taught me how to kill; what it did not teach me was the desire not to do so!
Most people tell me I will die in prison (So what.) Do, you have a choice of when and where you will die? ...Many people believe that when they die they go to heaven. Not so! Your soul waits to be called: Read your Bible if that is what you believe in. As for me, I will live again and go on to the next transition. I have lived in many parts of the world, even in England. The fens were home to me 700 years ago.
What went on in the home I grew up in is better left unsaid, but I cannot do it! I, as a child, had no control on who my sex partner was! I cannot say I did not enjoy it, be it a cousin, sister or the old girl herself.
Look to the heavens, I came from there! So did you but you won't admit it! Remember: watch the heavens, we are coming to rescue you from you.
I am, or am I?
I won't say who is next but I will give a clue: on a prison "dating" profile (marrying women who marry death row inmates) he listed, as one of 2 personal heroes, our current president Donald Trump. No eta on next post. Maybe a week, I want to make it longer
If I messed something up again, please at least try to be polite in pointing it out. I'm doing this because I think you guys might enjoy it. I gain nothing from it other than being happy if people read it. So if I fucked up, please just point it out. Thanks.
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2017.09.09 20:10 PleaseBFalsePositive Is There Any Chance In The World I Am A False Positive?

What if most people are false positve..? I mean,
I got tested in Jan at the doctor.. Went because I hadn't had an appointment for a while and needed a doctors note for work. Spontaneously asked the nurse as I was getting all the usual "check up" stuff about where STD tests are done, ( I've had 5 sexual partners over the spam of 9-10 months, and the condom did break once. But I never had an outbreak EVER (unless I just don't know it?
Well I got a $450 dollar bill at the end, and learned these test results. Negative for HSV-1. Positive for HSV-2 aka GENITAL HERPES. ♪♫♬ dun Dun DUN!!
Anyways these are my full test results from the igg test
HSV 1 AND 2 DIFFERENTIAL ANTIBODY PANEL - Details
Component: -HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS 1 IgG Antibody-
Your Value:0.59 INDEX
Standard Range:INDEX
AND________________________________________________
Component: -HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS 2 IgG Antibody- Your Value:1.20 INDEX
Standard Range:INDEX
But what do they really mean? Are there levels to this?
I went to the doctor 4 months after the last encounter btw.
Can you shed some of the virus and lower antibodies in your system to get a lower score? Would that mean you don't really have it?
Cause I heard most people do and don't know it and it's not a big deal.. I haven't really thought about it for months just put it on the back burner..
Thank you for any input you can provide!
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2017.03.28 20:04 cluepaladin [virgin] I hate sex

This is a throwaway account for obvious reasons. I am writing this because (a) I just want to group my train of thoughts and (b) because I would like to have some advice, or just someone to tell me to man the fuck up. Since I also write this to sort of understand what is going through my head, this text might be a bit too long and consist of unnecessary parts, so my apologies for that.
To give some background: I am a 23 year old dude and my life is generally quite alright. I am finishing my degree this year in a field I love and at a university that I have always wanted to go to. I am rather good-looking and although I am a bit shy, I do have a nice group of friends.
I am not narcissistic enough to only write about how seemingly awesome my life is though: my sex life is a big problem, and it is really affecting my mental state and even my relationship. Although I am a virgin, I recently met an amazing girl and from the day we met we have spent every minute of spare time together. We love each other, but sex just is not really possible.
First, I am very anxious about sex. I have always received quite some attention from girls since my puberty for some reason and although I have made out with quite a few of them, I never really managed to have any meaningful sex. Whenever there would be a chance of having sex, I would try to escape it (lie about not having a condom, saying I am too drunk, decide to leave last-minute) or freeze (penis would not function, mind will just 'freeze'). One time I even told a girl that I was a virgin after which she refused to have sex with me.
After all these failures, I basically decided to give up on sex. This happened until I met my girlfriend. I love her and like most normal people, she likes making love.
When people ask me about my sex life, I often tell them that I have never had sex before. Not because I am such a confident guy that doesn't care about the taboo around being a virgin (it really hurts my self-esteem), but because people would just assume that it is a joke and would then sort of stop talking about it.
When my girlfriend asked me about my sex life on our first date, I told her I was a virgin. She did not believe me and we left the topic.
I was extremely reluctant to having sex with my girlfriend on the night we would try for the first time. I have read that sex is an important aspect of relationships and I assumed that I would really suck at it. As my girlfriend is amazingly beatiful (sorry for the chain of humble brags) and told me she hardly ever has no sex for more than 10 days, I thought I would only disappoint her and that she would perhaps even leave me. So, when she insisted that if I would not go to the local supermarket to buy her some food that she was going to punish me by giving me a blowjob, she was quite surprised when I opted for the former.
My general anxiety was not the sole reason for my reluctance to oral sex. I have had a girl give me a blowjob before, but this was one of the most physically painful experiences I have experienced as well.
I decided that if I wanted to be in a relationship with this amazing girl (or anyone else in the future) that I would have to man up and face my fears. (I know this may all sound ridiculous; I am literally complaining about having sex with someone who I am in love with and who is very attractive. But this is sort of the only way I can word it...)
Hence, I told her again that I was a virgin. However, this time I really insisted it was the truth and she was surprisingly cool about it. I was relieved and more open to having sex, as her expectations would not be too high.
Attempt 1: we made out, took our clothes off and we were fooling around. Everything was fine until she asked me to fuck her; when I tried to wear a condom I started to get anxious and my penis became small again. Attempt 2: this time, she insisted that if she would give me a blowjob that there should not be any problems. Howver, this was extremely painful so we stopped after that. Attempt 3: I tried penetration again, although I was hard (alcohol helped to get rid of the anxiety) it really hurt.
My girlfriend then asked me if there was something wrong with my penis. I did not think so, but after she insisted I should google 'phimosis' it became pretty clear that I had it. The GP agreed with my girl friend and I am about to get a circumsision now.
Penetration however is clearly not the only art of sex. I somehow managed to make my girlfriend cum by fingering her. The problem though is that she cannot make me cum. I personally do not really mind, but it really upsets her. Blowjobs and penetration hurt and whenever she tries to give me a handjob, it just does not really do much for me.
Although I have been reluctant to sex and have phimosis, I am able to masturbate. However, I think I have developed some unconventional methods and I can only really cum whenever I try this myself and alone.
We have been together for almost three months now and our relationship is actually great, but the lack of sex really makes me feel insecure. In fact, I do not think that the lack of sex is the problem. It is mostly the prospect of having sex that is freaking me out.
I will have my surgery in six weeks and after ten weeks I will be able to have sex. My girlfriend tells me how amazing it would be if we could have sex to which I respond that I cannot wait either. However, this is mostly a lie. She asks me what position I would love to try out and I sort of tell her that I do not really know.
To illustrate my problem, I will tell about what happened a few nights ago. My girlfriend is naked (she likes being naked around me) and notes that I am not hard. She tells me that she finds it weird that I am hardly ever hard around her and that her previous boyfriends or sexual partners would go crazy whenever she would be naked. She tells me that she has noticed this regularly the last few weeks and that it makes her feel insecure. I do not really know why this is the case and tell her that it has nothing to do with how she looks; she honestly is really attractive.
At some point during the night she tells me to go down on her. I refuse. Honestly, I don't even like vaginas. I finger my girlfriend because I care about her and her orgasms excite me, but touching a vagina with my mouth is something I would hate to do. I do not have a rational reason for this, I think I am just pathetic. For me it is comparable to not wanting to do parachute jumping or eat some sort of food I have never tried but already presume I will hate. Even though I know there won't be any negative consequences of going down on my girlfriend, I could not make myself do it. It might also have to do with being afraid to fail.
I would only consider doing it to please her, but since I was in a grumpy mood and generally am an idiot, I tell her that I do not like vaginas. Of course, this makes her even more upset than she was after me not being hard around her.
I realise that I have written a lot and that I fail to be specific. But, to summarise: I am in a relationship with a girl that I love, whom I am attracted to, but the idea of having sex with her freaks me out because I am afraid to fail. I am afraid to fail in the sense of doing the act, but also afraid that I will not maintain an erection. On top of that, I do not like vaginas. When my girlfriend (or any woman in porn) is naked I would rather not touch or look at it. When I say in the title that I hate sex I do not mean that I never fantasise about having sex, it is just that I hate how important it is to others while for me it is just a source of anxiety and frustration.
I do want to add that I am very sure I am not gay. I do fantasise about having sex with girls and the idea of having sex with a man really does not arouse me. In fact, I do not just hate vaginas, I think my penis and all other dicks are awful as well. I especially hate mine since it smells and always manages to let me down.
Does anyone have some advice? How do I get a more positve attitude towards sex? How do I overcome the fear of having sex, or on the short term going down on my girlfriend? How do I stop having erection problems? How do I get to appreciate my penis and my girl's vagina? How do I just man the fuck up and stop acting like a little brat? Am I asexual? Are there people who feel or have felt the same?
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